Monday, April 27, 2009
It was so long tht i did not post .
dun care , dun give a damb .
i had no mood cus of the world life .
it was bad .
&& now it becamee worstt .
i wish i could havee been at my memories .
when the timee ,
i'm happy and had so much fun .
nothing streess , nth to catch , nth to aim .
was funn and straight .
You ,
Makeee me go bright last time .
i had to talk about this .
i cant hold and dreaming .
i will just typee .
youu .
although i know u hatee me ,
or had no feelings anymore ,
iduncareee .
i love you , and thts it .
i can not getting you bck ,
but i will wait .
i dunno what i'm talking .
&& i will jus talk .
it hurts me deep inside .
wait ? i dunno how long .
it will be on fateee .
fatee , answer it .
you is not an ordinary girl .
i have been wasting ur love ,
and abuse it .
i'm wrong , && CARELEESS .
life ,
getinng from bad to worse .
i thought u left me ,
i can leave happily ?
instead its bad .
&& now its worse .
i dun blame you ,
but i blamee myself .
one should blame himself ,
thn others .
i will not blamee u even a single thing .
i'm the one who is wrong .
i thought i was right ,
but i was veryveryvery wrong .
i cant do anything now ?
but ..
i dunno wat .
i cant cried ,
but i cant hold ittt .
tears started to roll down my cheeks .
i'm sorry to bring up this past .
i have to , i need to .
iloveyou ?
but i cant anymoreee .
i have benn careless .
i have been stupid .
its have no other ways ,
tht i can get you back .
patch up ?
dream on hafiDzzz .
it will be great ,
swear .
but lifee you can get smth ,
but nort everything .
my mind gets blank noww .
now in mind ,
only you .
no one else , swear .
you bring me up and make me bright .
theree are no one else ,
couldnt make it .
one says -
even a sparee tyre u bought a stack ,
u still need the original one .
unfortunately ,
the original dun fit or neither
wants to be on its original placee .
its vey hurt to write like this .
but i had to ,
i neeed to .
exam ? i'll still do .
but my mind is always on you .
Please excuse me ,
whilee i cry .
Goodbye .
